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Tuesday, March 09, 2010
The tale of the Soggy PB & J Sandwich...
Hello.
I feel as though I need to record one of my emotionally challenged moments experienced during this blissfully wonderful pregnancy. I always knew I would once be the pregnant girl with no out of sorts hormones and would be so stable and calm, even with raging un-controllable hormones. But, in reality I Bee Michele Hoffs am no different than the rest.:) So for documentation purposes and to let you all know I am a real woman, here you have it!
02-05-10- Out of Sorts
"...so right now after saying good-bye, (to talking with family), it was 10:20pm and exhaustion overtook me. I had become a melted slug. So while Joshua was busy cleaning up and & clearing my pathway to the restroom in the middle of the night, there I lay. Then, only moments later these intense hunger pains reminded me that I had not eaten for an eternity (4hours) & was starving! So, after turning down all of J's offerings, I finally agreed with a straw-baby P.B. & J. and there I lay... with the arrival of the sandwich, I wanted nothing more than crawl under the covers and close my eyes. Which I did while Joshua was showering. I then realized that I had not taken my pre-natal pills yet, but again was too tired to move. So with un-touched sandwich in hand and acquired pills, Joshua coaxed me into eating this sandwich that I wanted so badly, but despised it all at once. How is it possible to be so hungry and not want to eat? a very rude trick indeed. So, what did the non-emotional, non-hormonal, strong willed, hard-headed pregnant girl do? the only logical thing really- cry. yep. it sounds so ridiculous as I write this, but there I sat in tears over having to eat a sandwich that I did not want, but oh wait, remember how I did? 

and because of this strange happenings of events, I did eat half of the deliciously gross sandwich by the way, I have awoken in tears again. For remembering how crazy I was last night, for feelings of guilt for dear Joshua & his crazy wife and because I would not drag myself out of bed to help send J off to work & being able to have the car. Oh well. I guess the only thing to do now, is laugh and move on. This is my life..." Bee
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